Sunday, April 5, 2009
april 5th.
Wooohoo, not blogging anymore. At least not on Blogspot.
I have officially moved on.
www.laurz.wordpress.com
Just click on that link or something.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
march 12th.
Not feeling so well, ugh.
Exams are still on. In fact, tomorrow is the last day. But I have not been studying since Tuesday. Well, Physics and Chem are totally out of the picture of the A's and B's.
Hmmm well, it'll be fine. =)
From the Inside Out - Hillsongs United.
A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul
I give you control
Cause you heal me from the inside out
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
march 10th.
I remember him sending me to school and to piano classes when I was in primary school, before his license got cut off.
I remember him giving me pocket money, eventhough I didn't need any of it. Even if it was only RM1 or a few cents, he didn't even want to buy anything for himself, instead he bought most of the things for us.
I remember the times when he was at the garden in front of the house, with his straw hat, pulling weeds and doing the gardening.
I remember him taking my guitar and started playing it with my late grandmother who was playing the piano. Though playing it without knowing any chords.
I remember him coming into my room, waking me up, and switching my room lights off almost all the time.
He was always clearing up the messiness around the house without fail.
There he was, sitting at his table, doing some finance stuff, with his abacus.
During my birthdays (or sibling's birthday), he would cheer up in an instance and start packing the red packet to give it to me, wishing me happy birthday and good luck.
I saw the pictures when I was a baby, and he carried me in his arms.
I remember my brother and him arguing about how he touches my brother's stuff without permission, which was almost everyday.
I remember the blonde moments I had trying to talk to him in Teochew language, but failed terribly, always asking my dad for a translation. Hahah.
He was really loving, always putting his family's needs ahead of his needs. He never asked us for anything in return, he kept giving and giving without fail. He was indeed a tremendous blessing to my family.
In loving memories of Chia Ting Heng, my grandfather who passed away today. He will be remembered by each and everyone of us. =) My dearest Ah Kong. May God bless his soul.
Monday, March 9, 2009
march 9th.
Ohh another Fall Out Boy song. :) Which I have no idea what the song means! Hahaha funny, how nice songs have a little...confusion going around it. Hahah. It's probably just me who's being blonde about the lyrics or something heh. The song Sophomore Slump or Comeback Of the Year.
Are we going up, or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears, put them on ice
'cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well-read, and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word
'Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie
Are we going up, or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears, put them on ice
'cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers, here til the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own
The beating of our hearts
Ohh, my dad bought me pepper spray. And omg, the most tearful and painful thing happened last night -__- Not going into any details. Just note; tearful.
And one more thing. I had a terrible dream last night. Scary beyond anything. It's something to do with my family, and I could never imagine that happening. Although, it is happening little by little now....but I'm not holding it up to anything. It's just a dream, which I know will never happen. But it was beyond sci-fi scary, I swear I nearly drowned myself when I woke up. Dreams nowadays, it's really messing up people's minds in the early morning.
Hmmm time for another round of Addmaths; Differentiation. Sighs. Third day of exam, another 3 more days after that to go. I should get going! I was just on a 30 minute break heh. Back to work, unfortunately.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
March 8th.
America's Suitehearts by Fall Out Boy.
You could have knocked me out with a (feather)
I know you heard this all before, but were just hell's dreamers
Wh-wh-why won't the world revolve around me?
Build my dreams, trees grow all over the streets
But I don't know much about classic cars
But I got a lot of friends talking classic cars
Down set, one, hut, hut, hike
Media, please
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
You can bow and pretend
That you don't, don't, know you're a legend
Time, time, time hasn't told anyone else yet
Let my love loose again
Here's to Fall Out Boy! I love their songs. :) I was listening to this song on the radio the other day, and okay I thought it was good! Although I had a hard time figuring out what their lyrics actually meant. Hahaha someone help me out here! It's weird, how a song is good, but the lyrics doesn't seem to make much sense to me. Hahahah or maybe it's just me.
Anyways, was playing the guitar this whole morning. For youth and kids. Wow, my left hand's fingers are like, screaming in pain. My acoustic guitar's strings are so hard to press! I need to change my strings, before I damage my fingers any further.
It's a holiday tomorrow! Perfect day to sleep....Err I mean study. Hahaha. And yes! It's Bak Kut Teh night today. It's been awhile since I've had Bak Kut Teh, you see. Haha so I pestered my dad to go and have some tonight. I'm on a little food roll. :) I feel like eating Wan Tan Mee Soup again. There was a story about the Wan Tan Mee Soup craze thing which happened last Sunday, but oh wells. Hahaha.
You know, things are so different now. When I reflect back, wow. It's completely different. I've gotten to know more people this time round, and I've picked up quite a number of things on the way. Of course, there were the bad experiences, but it has knocked some good sense into my mind. Friends came and went, but there were those who are still beside me! It may be only one or two friends, but it's more than enough. What more could I ask for anyways? Certain blessings come in small packages. :)
Speaking of friends, that Su Teng has not reloaded credit into her creditless phone! I'm like stranded from texting, which leads me to text who knows. Hahahah sorry. I have the need to actually touch my phone. It's that phase I have once in a while, where I will suddenly constantly text without stopping, and the other phase which is to reply super late, cause I'm too lazy to attend to my phone. Yeah, so now it's that phase of constantly texting. Hahah.
One tree hill; I tried downloading the current episodes, but somehow Frostwire is just testing my patience. I'm so curious to know whatever happened next! Oh yeah, I couldn't watch tv the other day. :( My mom told me to and I quote: Shut upppp. I want to watch my show. Gosh! I missed my tv show! I was so depressed that night. Hahhaha
Oh yeah. I had a bizarre dream. I'm serious. ABSOLUTELY BIZARRE. Crazy, how the mind works. Hahahh. Aight, time for Addmaths!
Oh shit. I just saw something terrible, and it seriously almost gave me a heart attack. Omg.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
march 7th.
Was studying with Yams today at Secret Recipe! Productive studying of Physics. Hahaha and then Yams said she wanted a dress of ICC. So, she came over and tried on a few dresses. Hahah
The blonde with the hat while wearing my dress!
She was trying so hard to smile, and breathe oxygen at the same time. Hahha!
Wow, I'm so exhausted! Was out almost for the whole day. Came back from worship practice (For kids and youth worship), and was playing the guitar for both practices. It was a killer! But praise God for a nice session though. :) Blessed be Your name.
Friday, March 6, 2009
march 6th.
Bio and English down. What's next?? The HOLIDAY ON MONDAY. :D
Coming up after the lovely HOLIDAY :D:D, Addmaths. OMG.
I'm still alive now, surprisingly. Hahaha but yeah. Finding the time to chill now. Lol people are telling me to get off the comp, and stop multitasking. Around 3 people has already told me that, I think. Oh wells, the girl needs a break! Hmmm the breaks are getting kinda constant though. ;)
Hey, I've never been this hardworking okay. It's considered an achievement! A big one, in fact. Hahah with the tuition classes, extra classes, studying at home now, and of course sleeping more than usual. I have never really taken afternoon naps. Seriously. Since I was in primary school, I have never taken afternoon naps. But for this year, I have taken at least around 2 naps in one week! Wow, this shows how sleepy and tired I am. But at least I have something to start my day off with! Nowadays, every morning, before I head off to school, there's a really nice cup of cappucino lying on the table there. Just for me. :)
Yes, a really good cup of coffee in the morning! My dad is an excellent coffee maker. Hahah heck I even bring the coffee to school, since I obviously wake up late at 6.45-7.00am almost all the time. Oh wells, Yamunaa drinks half of my coffee in school anyway. Haha. And wow, I seem to blog almost everyday as well. Lol that's probably not going to last very long, I think? Anyways, I'm off to watch my long awaiting drama show. :D One of those Hong Kong TVB Cantonese dramas. ;) I don't know what happened to One Tree Hill. My Frostwire is so SLOW, so technically I gave up downloading stuff at the moment. Alrights, it's starting already. Going, going, going, gone!
Blessed be Your name, in the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, when I'm found in the desert place
Where I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, when the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, on the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out, I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Coming up after the lovely HOLIDAY :D:D, Addmaths. OMG.
I'm still alive now, surprisingly. Hahaha but yeah. Finding the time to chill now. Lol people are telling me to get off the comp, and stop multitasking. Around 3 people has already told me that, I think. Oh wells, the girl needs a break! Hmmm the breaks are getting kinda constant though. ;)
Hey, I've never been this hardworking okay. It's considered an achievement! A big one, in fact. Hahah with the tuition classes, extra classes, studying at home now, and of course sleeping more than usual. I have never really taken afternoon naps. Seriously. Since I was in primary school, I have never taken afternoon naps. But for this year, I have taken at least around 2 naps in one week! Wow, this shows how sleepy and tired I am. But at least I have something to start my day off with! Nowadays, every morning, before I head off to school, there's a really nice cup of cappucino lying on the table there. Just for me. :)
Yes, a really good cup of coffee in the morning! My dad is an excellent coffee maker. Hahah heck I even bring the coffee to school, since I obviously wake up late at 6.45-7.00am almost all the time. Oh wells, Yamunaa drinks half of my coffee in school anyway. Haha. And wow, I seem to blog almost everyday as well. Lol that's probably not going to last very long, I think? Anyways, I'm off to watch my long awaiting drama show. :D One of those Hong Kong TVB Cantonese dramas. ;) I don't know what happened to One Tree Hill. My Frostwire is so SLOW, so technically I gave up downloading stuff at the moment. Alrights, it's starting already. Going, going, going, gone!
Blessed be Your name, in the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, when I'm found in the desert place
Where I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, when the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name, on the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out, I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Thursday, March 5, 2009
march 5th.
I was reading Melissa Lim's blog, and I went awwhhh! Hahahah apparently this is from some email she read, and well since I never bother reading my email, (I have around 5500++ of emails in my hotmail account now, just so you know!), so I don't usually read forwarded emails unless I came across them. So this so happens to be one of those emails. Hahahha it made me go awwhh!
Here was that email I read;
A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.
“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person.
He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?...................Becky? Becky, are you there?”
“This isn’t Becky.”
Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”
“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”
How nice! If only this happens now or something. It'll be the sweetest YET SCARIEST thing that will ever happen. Hahahha should pick up the phone and start dialing the wrong number huh? Lol but sadly there isn't anyone to call. Or maybe there is. Hahah I don't know. If only I knew for myself.
Speaking of phone, Yamunaa just called me. You see, she bought 4 mice for the disection which is gonna happen for Bio tuition class after the holidays. I swear the mice are going to die soon. Hahah first she forgot to leave some air for the mice to breathe on the first day. And then her sister reminded her the next day that the mice were dehydrated cause she forgot to give water to the mice. Lol I wonder what's going to happen next!
Anyways, Modmaths Paper 2 and History are out of the list. Next up, English and Bio!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
march 4th.
Oh no, the pressure.
It's starting to come. About now, really.
Yes, yes. Feeling it.
Oh! This happens to be my 200th post. Haha about time, really. :P
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
march 3rd.
Beautiful Shoes are around us!
I'm in need of new shoes. Hahhaa
I'm in need of new shoes. Hahhaa
Catch a falling star, and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away!
Catch a falling star, and put it in your pocket
Save it for a rainy day!
For love may come and tap you on the shoulder
Some star-less night,
Just in case you feel you wanna hold her,
You'll have a pocketful of starlight.
For when your troubles start multiplying
And they just might,
It's easy to forget them without trying,
With just a pocketful of starlight.
Catch a falling star, and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away!
Catch a falling star, and put it in your pocket,
Save it for a rainy day!
Hahaha that song is currently stuck in my head! I have no idea where that song came all of a sudden. It was just the spur of the moment, and I suddenly found myself singing this song out of nowhere...Anyways!
Denishia and Meenu were wearing the same shirt, at the same time, without any plan. Hahah
Monday, March 2, 2009
& of japanese people.
2nd post of the day. :)
More Japanese people came to Assunta! Thats why we were dancing the indian dance again. Hahahha.
march 2nd.
Hahaha 5 Science 2 blonde moment!
It all started during BM.
Teacher: Mana Sharanya?
Zara: Cikgu, she's at the toilet. I think she's not feeling so well.
Teacher: Ohh ok, ok.
15 minutes later...
Teacher: Ehh Sharanya masih belum balik lagi dari tandas.
Someone: Maybe she got stuck in the toilet! Like what happened back in Form 2 when she got stuck in the toilet (door got stuck. Hahah).
Zara: Ohh..I'll go check on her, teacher! *goes to the toilet (which is just next door. Hahahah)
5 minutes later...
Teacher: Mengapa Zara belum balik lagi??? Sudah hilang ke?
Mallini: I'll go check on her teacher! *goes off*
Not too long later after she went...
Teacher: Mallini juga hilang!
- The class goes on relating the disappearance to Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. Hahahah. And how the whole class should go to the toilet and probably disappear as well. Lol
Denise: Ohhh. I'll go check on them!! *goes off as well*
After that...
Teacher: Denise pun hilang! Mana semua orang ini???
Class: Teacher, should we go as well? Hahahha. Or teacher! Maybe you should go check!
Teacher: *gets up from her sit and walks out* Nanti cikgu pun hilang. Hahah
Teacher went to the toilet, stood out there and saw all of them in the toilet there arguing. Hahahahhaha!
And there's one more thing! We were doing this Tatabahasa question. Something about "Kesalahan istilah kata/penggunaan kata". And the question was:
1. Sudah berjam lalu adik berada di tandas tetapi masih belum balik lagi.
The whole class: HAHAHAHAHHAHAA!
Teacher: Apakah kata yang salah dalam ayat ini?
Class: Adik!
Teacher: Ya, patut tukar adik kepada Sharanya.
Hahahahha what a coincidence! Sorry for those who doesn't understand BM. Lol
Yamunaa was also at the toilet, after they all came back, she told me the whole story of what actually happened. She was at the toilet after History (BM was after History), trying to cough out her phlegm. And apparently Sharanya was at the toilet as well. She came out and started talking to Yamunaa, before teacher came in.
And then Zara went to the toilet, asked Sharanya whether she was skipping BM, but Sharanya said she was gonna go in later so she told Zara to go back to class first. Then Sharanya and Yamunaa were just talking and talking lah. Hahaha and then Zara came into the toilet (cause she was suppose to check on Sharanya) and were apparently thinking of an excuse to tell teacher about why they were in the toilet for a long time. Before they knew it, Mallini came in. Hahahha and they started arguing about the excuse to give to teacher. And then Denise came in after that! Yamunaa was like saying the whole class is gonna come into the toilet one by one eventually. So they were all arguing about what excuse to give to teacher, and before they knew it, teacher was outside there. Hahahahha it was so HILARIOUS!
Oh yeah one more thing.
THE BILL FOR MY TEXTING LAST MONTH WAS 26 BUCKS. And I only texted like 500++ messages which is definitely very little. Okay, I don't text that often nowadays, so yeah. Although I called Su Teng for an hour plus, and that was only for 9 bucks. But texting was 26 bucks! Imagine if I were to text 1000++ messages like last time. Gone lah, gone. Nevermind, brother told me to just call people. Which I do anyways. Hahahah. Aighht studying now. Seeya!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
march 1st.
It's already March! And exams are this week! Wow, crazy...And yeahh, I was sleeping during tuition just now. Hahha missed out like 15-20 minutes when she was teaching cause I was nicely sleeping away. :)
Anyways, this girl's gotta make a decision; to let go or not to let go of the way things are now. It's been bugging me for weeks, nearly a month now really. It's like one place is giving me the comfort, while the other is making me so miserable. It's so ironic, cause it used to be the other way around. Guess you can't have things which will come both ways. So, I need to learn to let my mind wander to a more err...peaceful thinking. I hate the way I think now. It's so irritating.
Lord, I need Your grace and mercy.
I need to pray like never before.
I need the power of Your Holy Spirit.
To open heaven's door.
Spirit touch Your church, stir the hearts of men.
Revive us Lord, with Your passion once again.
I want to care for others, like Jesus cared for me.
Let Your rain fall upon me, let Your rain fall upon me.
Lord we humbly come before You.
We don't deserve of You what we ask.
But we long to see Your glory.
Restore this dying land.
Spirit touch Your church, stir the hearts of men.
Revive us Lord, with Your passion once again.
I want to care for others, like Jesus cared for me.
Let Your rain fall upon me, let Your rain fall upon me.
Alrights, enough crap for the day. Hmmm I have this sudden feeling of buying a hat, or a cap. My FAVOURITE cap went missing! Well, technically it went missing like last year, but I just thought of it not too long ago. Hahahah. Oh yeahh, had another indian dance for the Japanese people who came to my school again. Never thought we would actually dance the indian dance again for the last time! But the song still haunts us, though. Pui Yung actually has both of the indian songs in her phone and she was playing it the other day. Kimberly was stunned. Hahah! Here's to the group led by Chhavi. :)
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
february 25th.
I've watched Titanic a thousand times, the song seems to be playing everywhere for some reason. I just heard that song on the radio not too long ago!
Near...Far...Wherever you are...I believe that the heart does go on...
Sometimes, I hear my mind humming this song. Too much of Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet movies. Hahahah
When you let your mind wander off, it'll just end up in a place like this.
Anyways, I'm clearly in love with Deviantart. Hahaha its a really BIG inspiration for pictures! Yes, I could use an SLR right about now.Hmmm it gets me going on and well, doing better things than sleeping. Hahah.
It is now 2.30pm. What am I gonna do? I was suppose to be at the library with Shivani, but that girl bailed out on me heh. So I'm at home, currently blogging. With nothing to do. Sadly I can't bake for the second time! Hahah my mom said bake tomorrow or something like that. Gosh, I'm really on a baking spree now. Honestly, baking is like a good way to release stress? I don't know, some people find pleasure in baking, and I'm probably one of them. Hahah so yeahh. More cakes for the family, huh?
Should listen to Ryan Cabrera's songs. They're great. :) I have this thing for acoustic guitar songs, so yeah. Hahah most of the songs I listen to are acoustic-based, now that I think about it. Hahahah.
Sukantara was today! Was running 100m in muddy water as it was pouring with rain early this morning -__- It was so slippery, I almost fell down and died there. Shot put (aka lontar peluru) was okay, I suppose. The freaking ball was heavier than what we normally used during house practice! I only passed the 3rd line, so okay fine. Moving on, it was long jump. As the field was damped with water, it was almost impossible to sprint. So I nearly twisted my ankle by running to jump for the long jump. I don't think this was my day for sports. Hahaha.
Alright, off to do Sejarah now. First exam is NEXT WEEK. Yes, exactly seven days time. Gosh, I need to do good for this exam if not I'm actually quite screwed. Okay, Sejarah! I don't even know what the heck is "Jahiliah" in Sejarah terms. So imagine me crapping for my history essay paper heh. Hopefully I dont' fall asleep from studying, as I have been doing for the past few days; falling asleep while doing my work. Huey Mint and I were TRYING to pay attention during Bio, but that didn't work cause we ended up doing soemthing else instead. Hahah that's how much I lack focus & concentration in school. Catching up is even worse than paying attention.
Okay, gonna end this boring post now. Seeya.
Anyways, I'm clearly in love with Deviantart. Hahaha its a really BIG inspiration for pictures! Yes, I could use an SLR right about now.Hmmm it gets me going on and well, doing better things than sleeping. Hahah.
It is now 2.30pm. What am I gonna do? I was suppose to be at the library with Shivani, but that girl bailed out on me heh. So I'm at home, currently blogging. With nothing to do. Sadly I can't bake for the second time! Hahah my mom said bake tomorrow or something like that. Gosh, I'm really on a baking spree now. Honestly, baking is like a good way to release stress? I don't know, some people find pleasure in baking, and I'm probably one of them. Hahah so yeahh. More cakes for the family, huh?
Should listen to Ryan Cabrera's songs. They're great. :) I have this thing for acoustic guitar songs, so yeah. Hahah most of the songs I listen to are acoustic-based, now that I think about it. Hahahah.
Sukantara was today! Was running 100m in muddy water as it was pouring with rain early this morning -__- It was so slippery, I almost fell down and died there. Shot put (aka lontar peluru) was okay, I suppose. The freaking ball was heavier than what we normally used during house practice! I only passed the 3rd line, so okay fine. Moving on, it was long jump. As the field was damped with water, it was almost impossible to sprint. So I nearly twisted my ankle by running to jump for the long jump. I don't think this was my day for sports. Hahaha.
Alright, off to do Sejarah now. First exam is NEXT WEEK. Yes, exactly seven days time. Gosh, I need to do good for this exam if not I'm actually quite screwed. Okay, Sejarah! I don't even know what the heck is "Jahiliah" in Sejarah terms. So imagine me crapping for my history essay paper heh. Hopefully I dont' fall asleep from studying, as I have been doing for the past few days; falling asleep while doing my work. Huey Mint and I were TRYING to pay attention during Bio, but that didn't work cause we ended up doing soemthing else instead. Hahah that's how much I lack focus & concentration in school. Catching up is even worse than paying attention.
Okay, gonna end this boring post now. Seeya.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
deviantart.
You gotta love Deviantart. :)
I wonder how they came up with this, really.
I always wanted to get an SLR camera.
Well a girl can only dream. :)
Feeling so sleepy now.Yawnns. Gonna catch up on my Zzz's!
Seeya.
Monday, February 23, 2009
monotonous.
How ironic can things get? Hahah it's actually quite funny, if I think about it. SO RELIEVED.
Anyways, I have a routine now.
Monday - School, house practice (until April), tuition, home, homework/studying, sleep
Tuesday - School, tuition, home, homework/studying, sleep
Wednesday - School (includes staying back in school) home, homework/studying, sleep
Thursday - School, home, homework/studying, sleep
Friday - School, CU meeting, BK class, home, homework/studying, sleep
Saturday - Classes in the morning, BB, home, studying, sleep
Sunday - Church (I go for 1st service now because...), tuition extra classes (that's why 1st service), home, homework/study, sleep
And the Monday cycle goes on again.
All I ever do is school, tuition, work, study and sleep. I don't even go out anymore! It'll be so hard to get out of the house to actually GO OUT from now on, in fact this whole year. Crazy, I'll be studying/homeworking after I finish this post. Study, study, study. It's so monotonous! Nevermind, it'll just be for one year...ONE YEAR. I've been having so many classes, I might have to drop some of my activities. Especially since I have classes almost every Sunday now. Possibly Saturday too, aihks. Oh wells, it doesn't really matter for a Saturday, but my Sundays are just too precious! Honestly, I treasure my Sundays really, really well. Sadly it'll be gone too, due to classes!
Was talking to my dad the other day. He asked me what course I would want to take up after SPM. So I told him; I was gonna take up Mass Comm; Journalism. Possibly fly off to US (if all goes well!) but then, he told me to go to Perth instead. In fact, whatever course I take, I have a feeling I'll end up in Perth, where my brother is. Hahaha so ironic. But so far, that seems to be the plan now. Hmmm gosh, some may probably think like, "Wow, you have already thought of what you want to do!", I got that from a few people, but yeahh...My parents told me to think about what I want to take up since time doesn't exactly fly very slow nowadays.
Oh gosh, I'm so screwed. I've got much to catch up on, loads of things to do. I don't even have time for myself to berdrama or anything. As if I like the drama anyways heh. I need to concentrate! Sometimes, I find myself dreaming away during class. Hahaha I think Yamunaa would notice that at times. Lol. Whoah, I never thought I would actually talk about STUDIES this much. This shows that all I ever have on my mind is getting my work done; stop procrastinating. Ohh, a little day dreaming wouldn't hurt too, I guess. :) Hehe a girl could only dream! Especially in times like these.
It's so boring! I want to find something interesting to do. So stressed out! Need to chill out, like seriouslyyy. And my legs hurt, must've been due to running too much and not training in a long time. Hahah so yeah. My calves are aching! I'm walking like some duck now heh.
By the way, I'm not some wall. I'm a person, a person with eyes to see right through you. Honestly, it's so stupid. :) But it's a wonder, how something like this, can give an impact to a person's perspective of things.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
bake, bake.
Hello! I had my very FIRST attempt to bake a cake. :)
Here's to the Moist Chocolate Cake! Don't worry, I didn't get sick, nor did the other family members. Hahahah so it's safe. The appearance doesn't seem to be so overwhelming (it's my first attempt! Gimme a break heh) but it actually tastes nice. :) I was so excited, who knows why. Hahah. More cakes to come in time!
Friday, February 20, 2009
challenges.
I was supposed to go watch Slumdog Millionaire but HOW UNFORTUNATE my dad doesn't allow me to go. In fact, I think he wouldn't even let me go anywhere from now on, except for school, classes, church, and of course home. Yeahla, can't even release stress heh. Anyways, I don't wanna go to what little conversation I had with my dad, so yeah.
Anyways, cross country tomorrow! Bring it on. :)
CU meeting was great today. Got to know my members a little more today. One of them told me that her mom said that there is some verse in the Bible which says, "If you do not follow My Word, You are not my follower" and she got really upset with that. She isn't sure of which book in the Bible though. Of course that was really constructive. I responded by saying; It is to test our faith in God. Yes, things in the Bible may sound harsh, but it is a fact because if we do not follow His Word, we are not his follower. Despite sounding harsh, it is honestly a test of our faith. If we pull away simply just because of that, of course it would disappoint Him. If we still continue to follow in His steps, it would be a blessing. If you were to pull away from Him, just note that He will still watch over you, and will bring you back to Him. Some things in the Bible may be harsh and upsetting, but it is just to test our faith; as it is the works of Satan who has the plans of pulling us away from God. If we were to pull away from God, Satan's plans would be achieved. So yeah, if you ever come across such things, try to talk to someone at church or your leaders or anything. It was indeed a fulfilling conversation which I had with my CU member today. Just keep that in mind. :)
Okays, I need to get dvds to watch! I'm dying at home, with probably around countless experiment reports to. I'm serious! You can ask my classmates. The amount of work we have is endless. 5 Science 2 doesn't have breaks! Half of the class sleeps during lesson, which includes me. Hahaha. While I hear 5 Science 1's teachers doesn't seem to go to class! Gosh, the teachers doesn't seem to FAIL coming to my class at all. Ohh Denise and Shivani dropped Chemistry! They have 4 periods of free time from now on. How envious. Hahaha. Hirosha too who dropped AddMaths! She has the whole week of maths off since next week will be Addmaths all the way. Gosh, I am going crazy with this, and it's ONLY February! Save me.
CU Rally of SMK Assunta. :) Here's a sneak peak!
Theme: S.O.U.L ; Saviour Of Unending Love.
Verse: This is how we know what love is; Jesus Christ laid down His life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers and sisters. - 1 John 3:16.
Date: 25th April 2009 (Saturday)
The other details will come in time. :)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
& of sleepiness.
Second post for the day!
I'm so SLEEPY. After my previous post, I actually went to lie down on my bed for awhile. Before I knew it, I was sleeping...cause I was dreaming. Hahaha can't remember what dream it was, though. Something really odd which involves an apartment with a handful of my school friends and one of my very old friend from primary school. And that's all I could remember. Hahah. Anyways, I'm so SLEEPY and TIRED. My thighs are aching. The after effects from training in the morning before school. Heh I haven't train in a while, okayh. So my body is getting used to the training again.
Alright, I'm still feeling very sleepy. Probably have the tendency to go back to sleep again if I were to lie on my bed again. I should start playing the guitar again or something. Continue with my little song composing thing. Haha yes I was in the midst of composing a song, but eventually gave up after awhile. Might probably pick it up again and recompose, more like TRY to at least FINISH composing the song. Which will tick the one of the wishlist I had in mind. :)
Yes, still feeling sleepy. Yawnnns. Oh, the song which is currently stuck in my mind, who knows why. It just sounds nice. Hahah
I will call you up every Saturday night
And we both stayed out till the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing "Here we go again"
-Chorus of 1973 by James Blunt.
& of things.
Hehe this is how the Ipod looks like. :) Although I'm quite scared about owning one in the first place, cause I'm a born cluts. No, seriously. I am a born cluts. Whoever knows me on the outside well enough, can say that I'm clumsy. Hahah one of my many weaknesses! You wouldn't want to know the things that happened to my phone. Lol. Ohh...Chris just told me that my dad wanted to get me an Ipod Shuffle but... (There's ALWAYS a BUT in those kind of sentences. Hahah)
Chris says (3:45 PM):
shuffle not worth it for u lah
Chris says (3:45 PM):
i told him no need shuffle
Chris says (3:45 PM):
cuz ur phone good enough
Hahaha oh wells. It is quite true. Okaylah, I'm not that picky. I'm fine with anything. Hehe thank you!
Okays so, I had lunch with Jen Han just now. Haven't seen him in probably 2 years? Hahaha that's pretty long! My Wednesdays are usually spent having lunch with people, which is probably the only free day that I actually have now? Oh wait...I'm fine on Thursday as well. And that's a relief! Honestly I'm so tired. I could just fall asleep now or something heh. Nevermind, school is somehow fun. :) I can't believe I just said that, but yeah. I honestly didn't like school for the past 3-4 years of my life, but when things are going in a different direction, school seems like the better place. Besides, it's my last schooling year! Gonna make the best of it.
I'm a little angry with someone, actually. Not sure whether it's on purpose or anything, I will somehow step aside automatically. Ben told me that I shouldn't let that happen, but it's just automatic. So fine, I try to find some of the space in myself to let it be, and take it to a brighter side. Hmmm we'll see how things goes, I guess.
